Im not alone, i swear im not
A blissful ignorance full of selfish thoughts
If this is what they call sane
Im perfectly fine with being insane
Isolation is taking hold of me
Anxiety creeps slowly in the depths of my head
In a state of disgust
Bleeding slowly from the wound of the past
Im not worrying about anything
Im trying my best to stay clean
Murder screaming in my fucking head
But my hands are far too clean
Always will and never far off
Speaking silence is what im yearning for
They told me the grass is greener on the other side
But all i see is rotten trees
My pain and misery are painted black
Tainted with my sorrow, it will never cleanse
If i cant even have faith in my own damn thoughts, when will it ever come to an halt
Maybe one day, ill learn to listen to the ghost inside my head
Feeding off their existence, to make me feel whole again
CHECK IT
Seeping through the cracks of my thoughts
Filling up with loneliness
Drowning deep in my empty well
Enslaved by misery, to think it comes with love and company
I hold off better alone, for the war of my bitter soul
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